it's 1962 March 28th
I'm sitting by the window on the Prague-Berlin train
night is falling
I never knew I liked
night descending like a tired bird on a smoky wet plain
I don't like
comparing nightfall to a tired bird
...
I didn't know I liked rain
whether it falls like a fine net or splatters against the glass my
heart leaves me tangled up in a net or trapped inside a drop
and takes off for uncharted countries I didn't know I loved
rain but why did I suddenly discover all these passions sitting
by the window on the Prague-Berlin train
is it because I lit my sixth cigarette
one alone could kill me
is it because I'm half dead from thinking about someone back in Moscow
her hair straw-blond eyelashes blue
the train plunges on through the pitch-black night
I never knew I liked the night pitch-black
sparks fly from the engine
I didn't know I loved sparks
I didn't know I loved so many things and I had to wait until sixty
to find it out sitting by the window on the Prague-Berlin train
watching the world disappear as if on a journey of no return
Moscow, 19 April 1962
Things I Didn’t Know I Loved
by
Nazim Hikmet
http://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/things-i-didnt-know-i-loved
Nazim Hikmet
http://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/things-i-didnt-know-i-loved
I didn't realize I loved sparks either and must reconsider the whole thrust of my life, again.
ReplyDeleteyes! this is the way to stay young, periodically submitting oneself and one's beliefs and one's life to such scrutiny :-)
Deleteor perhaps by just sitting next to the window on a train...
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